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2009-05-13 00:23:55| 分类：默认分类 | 标签： |举报 |字号大中小订阅

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我在自我的世界里

待得太久

沉闷如同玲珑的瓶

透明而窒息

或许我是太多的解剖了自己

或许我已厌倦了这种飘离

这命中注定的一切

经过了一次战争的洗礼

只为自己剩下一具

无力的躯壳

我曾试着用夜麻醉自己

让自己在梦境中贪生

可如今

却要学着

学着痊愈

学着忘记

学着为自己的长城

设一道防

学着戴面具

学着隐忍

学着喝一种叫做放弃的

药汤

学着熄灭诗行

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